September 2019 – Barrett Nash

23 May 2021

Organize my Thoughts
1. Mathematical Axioms
  1. Information is a force of nature
  2. ∞=Σ𝐏
    1. Infinite is the sum of all probability
      1. infinite is equal to a probability that sums to exactly 1
    2. The universe is limited mathematically by our capacity to imagine it.
    3. There is still a quantum potential mankind reaches our destiny.
    4. By imagining it, we make the option exist.
  3. G=c
    1. Gravity equals the speed of light
  4. the speed of time is greater than the speed of light in our 4 dimensional world
  5. a single incompressible entity, like time, pushed from one end to impact the other, can be faster than the speed of light (dining table cloth being pulled from the far side of the universe pulling over a wine of glass)
    1. What if you were to have a table cloth spanning the universe.
      1. On one end there is a glass of water.
        On the other end, someone pulls it.
        Wouldn’t the water fall over instantly?
        At a speed faster than the speed of light? Which would take millions of years to travel from the pulling hands to the glass of water?
  6. Human beings are a single directional ray of light transversing the dimension of time
    1. Time is a dimension.
    2. We grow in it just the way a flower grows in the physical world.
    3. We are like a flower, touching every part of our life at the same time, once the dimension of time is removed.
    4. We are like a a neuron, touching every part of our life at the same time.
    5. It is like a caterpiller after metamorphosis. We leave the shell of ourselves frozen in time where we exist.
    6. The way neurons are activated with an electrical pulse reflects potentially both a particle and a wave.
    7. Like light which makes sense since light is a format of electricity.
    8. As the pulse questions the entire hierarchy whether it recognises the pattern in all directions, going to the limits of fractals close to simultaneously, each pulse carries bundles of data.
    9. All a particlewave is is a ripple in every direction, but with pockets of density that carry the data.
    10. This may be a visualization of another dimension that is being simplified, like the tips of ripples of waves, or magnet / heat from electrical transfer.
    11. It feels like there must be a more accurate dimension for representing the data we are seeing.
    12. obviously the key question is what is the stone dropping that is leading to all these ripples
  7. the solution to the Dirac equation is that there was energy before the big bang (it’s what the equation suggests)
  8. the Heisenberg uncertainty principle can be scaled to a broader perspective (make great art or be recognized as a great artist)
  9. Single dimension: better or worse
    1. chaos theory does not rule out increasing organisation (cleaning my bedroom, and I am an entity in nature)
    2. Organized OR disorganized
    3. The expansion of the universe OR its freezing
    4. Exist OR not exist
    5. To follow the holy spirit / asha / dharma OR to not follow
  10. E=E≡∞=∞
    1. Energy equals energy. The big bang in a grain of sand.
  11. Augmented human neocortexs are our children.
2. Thoughts
  1. Human beings are seeds
    1. A wrapped dimension
    2. A seed contains the full quantum potential of what it can become
    3. Basic cells contain the full quantum potential of what they can become
  2. A flower is of my tribe
    1. Defining characteristic is to with purpose.
    2. Human being, consciousness, are not the words I want to get lost in the syntax of.
    3. The question for me is:
    4. Are you following truth / dharma / asha.
    5. If you are, then we are of the same tribe.
    6. Robot, alien, or homo sapien.
    7. A flower is of my tribe.
    8. If you are not, then we are not of the same tribe / species.
  3. Memory is quantum
    1. The CPU is not quantum, ram I am not sure of, but memory is quantum (I think)
      1. The instant nature of wave collapses implies some form of real instant, read faster than light, tunneling.
        Maybe it is in a dimension that time does not exist in.
        Think of the brain. It is active at a quantum level reading every point simultaneously.
        But it can grab extremely deeply instantly into wrapped dimensions.
        What is impressive is that we ignore all that we are touching that we don’t need, even though we have access.
        I can see Kurzweils point that sequential machines can answer.
        But I think what is quantum is how we discussing we specifically store long term memory.
        It’s the Proustian madeline cake, a memory that is stored so close to another that it starts a chain reaction.
        But the way we hold every memory simultaneously is not how a normal computer works.
        It depends on humans to even keep an index in our brain of the computer.
        Our ability to hold all our memories in our head simultaneously, while also being able to navigate them simultaneously, is both quantum and potentially a definition of quantum.
  4. North Americans as the lost tribe of Moses
    1. Mormons were onto something with aboriginals being a lost tribe of Israel.
    2. Religious wise, I may be close to a technical non cultural definition of Jewish.
    3. I believe in a monotheistic God: that is Truth.
    4. I believe in Moses, David and Goliath, Noah’s Ark, Cain and Abel, and that there is some funny business with the Garden of Eden.
    5. I like Jesus, but I do not believe he was the messiah.
    6. I like Muhammad, but I see no reason why he is the last prophet.
  5. Biological life is a unique rarity in the universe. Human beings are special, but so is life.
    1. The specialness of biological life on earth.
    2. Human beings were right about our holy place in the universe.
    3. Just wrong that it was just us, it is all biological life.
    4. All life.
    5. In the vacuum of space that is more special than being more than a deer.
    6. Our purpose is uknown.
    7. But something we do know is we are the Weak Force.
    8. And that we have a power to touch outside of our own dimensions.
    9. And the limit of that power in a quantum universe is our own ability to imagine the impact that we can have.

4 February 2021

Human beings are the particles of a force of nature that we do not understand yet
We, and all biological life, are a part of this force
The most fundamental equation is Energy = Energy
Human beings guiding principle, at perfection, is about optimizing and unleashing the energy of the universe at its very maximum
As time is a dimension, so is whatever our space is in the universe. We are particles, but are also a wave, existing in all time and all place simultaneously.
- We exist already in the quantum optimization where the universe achieves 100%, just as we exist in all the dead strands of the world where annihalation wins
- We exist as a universal brain, a universe that gains consciousness, just as the root of our conscioness and purpose, is something so deep and internal that what we have already achieved, with flowers and man, may have been far harder than the steps to universal awakening
The Big Bang may have just been a mild amount of energy in comparison to what the total energy of the universe can contain
The solution to the Dirac Equation is that there was existence in the universe before the big bang, so the equation holds. There was something before
The purpose and mathematics of our force is energy creation and optimization. Things like Dyson spheres are stepping stones. The direction is something like building the universe into an interconnected neural network of all energy interlinked together, to be at the very maximum. The ultimate and logical purpose is for the total amount of the universes energy to be utilized at exactly 100%.
Human beings awakened to our purpose, we can feel the unifying thread of god. But not because we are closer, but because we are farther away. A flower just grows towards the sun. Humans have to ask questions.
It is still a choice in each and every human, to follow our purpose truly, or to hide ourselves from the purpose of the universe
The potential of the universe as a whole exists in every single building block of the universe. The potential of the universe is a block chain at a subatomic level. The potential of the universe deeply permeates above and below the state of our consciousness.

Internal notes from Cape Town (3 February 2021):

Most efficient use of humanity is to increase the production of energy?
To Peter:
- I was thinking that if we’re looking for intelligent life, we may want to look in instead of out.
- Like human beings exhibit the must fundamental aspects of free will of anything that we’ve found in the universe, but what is the physical nature of free will.
- Like, is a neuron a part of a human being, or are neural pathways colonies that have an output that effects us, but are actually individual and independent in their autonomy.
- But then you could also go the other way, and say the entire universe is one living organism.
- Nailing down what constitutes intelligent life is something I should dig into.
- Then does it become a universal field?
Hive mind.
What does it look like when time is taken out as a variable.
Neural evolution as a tentacle through the universe.
- A seed that grows and goes through.
Can the universe gain consciousness?
Can we turn the entire universe into a single brain.
Stars as individual energy points.
The force is a neural network?
There was something before the big bang
We are creating through quantum identification of paths to create a continuing universe.
Because survival is in our person.
And we are raw neurons in the cosmic brain.
- That hasn’t been activated yet.
We don’t need to know why or if it should exist.
But we can impact it, just as surely as any force in the world can.
We can be of a power like / of gravity. But we must activate our power.
How do we define life?
How do we define forces?
What is wrong with the augmentation of technology, for example to make a universal neural network?
A seed can climb a tree to reach the sun.
We should use all the tools that we can ingenuate.
We should be working towards unity, not separation.
In our beginning there was just one.
Energy equals energy.
How can we fully exploit the total energy of the universe, to 100 percent?
What could we do with this power?
Is the big bang not the end, but the beginning?
At the big bang it was just matter, it was gravity that began bringing things together.
Evolution, gravity, human free will with a holy purpose?
There is something quantum in the theory of Blockchain.
How every record carries the whole ledger of all transactions.
One way for quantum to work is the pre determination of all necessary scenarios to be programmed deep into the most fundamental building blocks of the universe.
Then, with entanglement it is not about breaking the speed of light. But about synchronous revelation, and one path going one way, another the other way.
But there is only one true path through the universe.
And I think this may be God.
- (Reminder of inflation and ultimately the speed of light is not a law, but perhaps we first must understand our fishbowl before we look beyond. Or perhaps not.)
Could plants evolve to go into space?
Earth is becoming a seed.

18 November 2020

is this my ancient mind?

shadows of spirits

weren’t we once rays of light?

particle waves awakened

a force of energy unawakened

searching for purpose

retrograde miniature circles

around a blazing sun

every step a step backwards

every step a step forward

a cosmic purpose

let the dirt know that they will create flowers

let the flowers know that as they grow towards the sun

they create the matter that builds stars

let the stars know they have

that same infinite potential

to become black holes

that permeates human beings

we are in a quantum universe

where everything is possible

and we have in our hands

the entirety of the universe

to direct in any which way

that we choose

patterns of electromagentism

invisible to the naked eye

always the same pattern

north pole to south pole

a radiating force

patterns of light

the only thing our eyes see

a particle and a wave

photons firing

the weak force

the strongest force in the universe

but only active

in a one in a trillion chances

or at best once in a billion

the aggregation of diffused fuel

hiding its power

gravity as an outlier

all we can see

is that obviously it is all related

the aether the world works in

mass to gravity equalling the big bang

and its opposite

going through every dimension

the glue of the universe

traveling at the speed of light

bringing mass together

to form black holes

the ever expanding universe

an attempt to escape gravity

but what is gravity?

who is gravity?

the holy spirit

Asha

Dharma

a thread through the universe

can’t you see it?

what tells a flower to point towards the sun

what tells gravity to bring mass together

magnets to attract and repel

light to be the product of heat

heat to be the product of nuclear forces

nuclear forces to be where matter meets anti matter

the weak force stopping mutual annihalation

a universe still in darkness

all existence a point of light

in a sea of non existence

that once existed

we are an arrow from orions bow

knowing nothing more

than that we awakened

to all the forces we are a part of

not understanding

what our own force plays

our sense of determinism

free will

the most true quantum agent

yet discovered in the universe

18 September 2019

From the end of Daedalus

There hasn’t even been a lazy attempt to put it together.
-time is an illusion, its theories limit us
-we are action agents of quantum choosing, we are active in the choice of paths, even if the world fights back
-the Heisenberg uncertainty principle is broader, we change reality by the way we choose to exist
-the universe is fabricated by imagination and does not exist outside of imagination. We create the universe by imagining it
-light is a particle, a wave and an infinite strand, existing as a single moment from creation to its other. Our perception of time is just a coordinate on the river of a universal moment. (Does the same light exist in all dimensions? Is light the linking thread of the universe?)
-a human being empowered is the same as a seed blooming towards the sun or a collection of mass choosing to ignite, become a star, super nova and become a black hole

Month: September 2019

Daedalus (poetry)

Metaphysical Bridge Unsynthesized (draft, continuously updating)